So here\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the deal: I am closing the studio at the end of the summer if I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t cover the costs of the studio throughout the summer (e.g. the $1,460 monthly lease payment) with studio-based income. Last year I emptied my joint savings account to keep it open, this year even though I am teaching, running the studio and working part-time, I am struggling to just pay personal bills and the financial stress is affecting my mental and physical heath. This cannot go on for me anymore. <\/p>\n
I have pretty much given up. Everything I try to do lately seems to fall apart. I almost never cry, but right now my eyes are puffy and swollen from spending the last 30 minutes sobbing on the couch. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s all too much for me any and I really give up. <\/p>\n
Unless I get some kind of GINORMOUS sign from the Universe to do otherwise, I will most likely be closing the studio, re-joining the regular work force and taking a complete break from all dance in the fall. <\/p>\n
There was more to this, but I decided to edit it out since it was quite personal and would have pointed fingers at those people I am feeling very betrayed and disappointed by lately. It was cathartic enough to just write it out, no need to share with the entire world. <\/p>\n
Acceptance, or rather, I’m too tired to fight anymore. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
So here\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the deal: I am closing the studio at the end of the summer if I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t cover the costs of the studio throughout the summer (e.g. the $1,460 monthly lease payment) with studio-based income. Last year I emptied … Continue reading