I wrote this yesterday on my friendface and while it seems a bit desperate, it does seem to sum up how I feel this week:
“There is going to come a time when I listen to the voice that says, just give up.
Not today but I sense the end is near.”
I’m just about ready to give up. I’m tired of being the answer to so many things for so many other folks and am ready to go back and work for someone else who will give me a steady paycheck so I can pay my bills, stop stressing so much about money and maybe have an actual vacation / have my daughter come to visit. Either that or I’m signing up to go back to school for a career change. Either way, unless something really changes in the next four months it looks like the studio will be closing in May. And that means my entire world will change. I think I’m ready for a change. Tired of _this_ feeling of uncertainty and dread, that’s for sure.