More commonly than not I tend to know what I want to do about a situation right away, whether it is a decision related to personal or professional side of my life. When I don’t know, I agonize over it. I think about all the pitfalls of going down one route and then I usually build false hope thinking about what could become. I am at this point with the studio. I cannot make a living running just the studio and I am finding it very fulfilling to try to work a 30-hour a week job plus run the studio. I love teaching, but all the other work that goes into the studio is just overwhelming.
Then I read articles like this and get even more confused: http://rebeccabrightly.com/dance-spaces/
I’ve thought about how much my life will change if I close the studio. And the circumstances that led me to open it in the first place still exist, specifically a lack of places to rent that provided consistent space and time for my classes to be held.