My loverboy Julio

This little boy was offered to me by the vet the same day I euthanized my last two ferrets.

Apparently a vet tech at the vet’s office had found him, tried to find who he belonged to using fliers, posting about him on craigslist, etc., and never did so she was looking for a new home for him since he was making her pet rat uncomfortable. She said he was a very sweet ferret but her pet rat was just freaked out by him (rightfully so, rats would easily be prey animals for ferrets). I said I could take him, but would need the weekend to compose myself before I could get him.

I picked him up on Tuesday, October 2nd and he was as sweet and loving and cuddly as the vet tech claimed he was. She had been calling him “Weasel” but I knew that was not going to stay his name.

For the ride home he came with a cage that was dissembled, but not a carrier. He seemed quite content in my sweater so I let him ride home this way. This method of transport was the first time I have ever felt like I could trust a ferret to journey with me in a vehicle like this, and he makes number ten, so I think he is going to be the tamest, sweetest, calmest ferrets I have ever had!

After a couple days at home I decided his name was Julio, for Julio Iglesias, since he is such a lover! I am also pretty sure he is also not a Marshall’s Farms ferret since I cannot see any ear tattoos and I think he is also the biggest ferret I have ever had. I also think he is pretty young, even though he is big, since he seems to act young and is still not sure of the world.

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The end is near!

I wrote this yesterday on my friendface and while it seems a bit desperate, it does seem to sum up how I feel this week:

“There is going to come a time when I listen to the voice that says, just give up.
Not today but I sense the end is near.”

I’m just about ready to give up. I’m tired of being the answer to so many things for so many other folks and am ready to go back and work for someone else who will give me a steady paycheck so I can pay my bills, stop stressing so much about money and maybe have an actual vacation / have my daughter come to visit. Either that or I’m signing up to go back to school for a career change. Either way, unless something really changes in the next four months it looks like the studio will be closing in May. And that means my entire world will change. I think I’m ready for a change. Tired of _this_ feeling of uncertainty and dread, that’s for sure.

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Inviting strangers into your home, or crazy old folks from Fox

I find the smell of most homes that have dogs in them to be organic at best, but I would NEVER walk into a home of a total stranger and say'”It stinks like animals, it stinks like animals!’ and nearly run out, especially when said stranger has been told, I have pets. I just think this old fella saw my ferret and freaked. Crazy old folks from Fox.

Chalk this up to one of the joys of selling furniture on Craigslist.

For the record, EVERY person who was ever doubtful about coming into my home which has ferrets and cats has all but exclaimed, your house smells so nice! I take care to not have a stinky house.

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Buddies until the end

I put Sam and Baby to sleep today. They were both very ill and their quality of life was nearly non-existent. Never had to deal with the loss of two at once. My heart is really heavy.


They were buddies until the end.

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Birthday Blues

I’m feeling a bit blue. The inevitable vet visit for Baby was moved up by a day due to a schedule change in my day job and now it looks bad for both of my crap weasels since Sam started acting very poorly last night and has not pulled out of his slump. Have not had the new ferret with either of them for over 24 hours and while it could be stress, I think it is probably going to be time to say goodbye to them tomorrow at the vet.

Still wishing for that miracle to give them a couple more years of play time, but I’m also a realist and understand that they are both just probably at the end of their life.

Everything that has a beginning has an ending. I just really hate the endings.

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And the cycle of crap-weasels continues.

This is Casper, at least that is what we are calling him for now.

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I got him yesterday. I am thinking he is going to be a part-time play buddy for Sammy, but I think they won’t be able to play together unsupervised for quite some time. Their first encounter was good, but Sam got a little upset during today’s play date so I cut it short.

First play date:


In the first photo they are sniffing each other. No biting. Hooray!

In the second photo you can see Sam, the darker one, is dealing with adrenal gland disease and is losing a lot of his hair. He has been balding since about April of this year.


See the beginning of his balding (mostly his tail).


He is only about a year old and when he crashed after his play date, he crashed hard! Slept for many, many hours.

Second day in our home I decided to introduce him to the little girl we call “Baby” or Lala. She seemed to perk up a bit at the smell of something new in our house, but in general she does not play, does not want to run around, and does little more than sleep eat and poo every day. She’s been like this for most of the summer. At just a little more than four years old, she does not seem to be long for this world. Last time we went to the vet when she was in a crisis (blood-sugar related) they upped her steroid again and said they were pretty sure it was lymphoma. I am pretty sure she will not be with us very much longer 🙁

She got a good sniff of the new boy and decided she was done so I put her back in her bed. I am taking her to the vet again on Friday and I have a feeling unless there is some new miracle drug to treat her condition and improve her quality of life, I will be putting her to sleep.

Anyway, for now I’ve got three cages going. Sam and Baby stay together where ever they get moved and Casper is on his own for now, here he is checking out the playpen while the other two are in a smaller cage. I think even with supervised play time I won’t be able to co-habitat the two boys together for quite some time and time is not something that Sam has a lot of. I foresee another new and/or young ferret joining us eventually to become a buddy for Casper.

I forgot not all ferrets come litter box trained, so he took a turn in the play pen while I cleaned out the ferret condo. He is pretty long and I fear he will eventually figure out how to escape this play pen. He was jumping and trying to climb on things to get out and I’ll be he will figure it out eventually. As such all visits to the play pen will have to be supervised.

And the cycle of crap-weasels continues.

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First a day of blissful rest, then I panic?

Spent my entire day off yesterday being a lazy girl and did almost nothing productive. We finally moved the armoire downstairs and pulled our tiny garden harvest, but we mostly laid around and watched nearly a whole season of The Big Bang Theory (I’m late to watching this show it seems so we are only just starting season three). I was feeling physically tired, not motivated to do any of the things I could or should be doing, so I gave myself permission to be utterly lazy. And it felt good!

Today I am plugging away at my tasks (taxes, laundry, pet care, bills and budget) and yet I have this alternating sense of dread and despair, and then feeling an urge to cry. I am hoping it is just stress from worrying about finances for the studio. Whatever it is, I hope tonight I can exercise out whatever this is.

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In the food arena…..

Sweet potato tortilla chips: good idea, not so great tasting.

And to make matters more interesting now I feel like I am reacting* to something and my tummy is a little freaky. Where is my standard power port so I can just plug in to get my fuel? Tired of everything I eat make me feeling oogey…..

*recently found out I’m allergic to all sort of stuff, including potatoes, eggs, bananas, avocado, etc. My culinary life is a major bummer right now 🙁

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Interesting observation

“Being a paid dancer to me doesn’t make someone professional dancer.”

Read this in a discussion today and it really hit home for me. I get paid, but I’m not sure I’m ballsy/braven/egotistic enough to say I’m a professional dancer. But so many around me do and I always tend to cringe just a little bit when I hear this. I wonder why…..

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Copycats in business

They say imitation is the greatest form of flattery. Feels more like someone can’t come up with their own ideas to me, but I guess I should take it as I have some good ideas.

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